I met my love eight months ago and since then have always done my best for us to have a good time. My finances are welling not in such good condition after these months. Perhaps that was why she just disappeared. The tragedy is that I am deeply in love with this woman. I received a warning of a Thai-man before I traveled to Thailand. Never trust a Thai-Lady. Start to get an insight into what he meant. But I'm not one to give up love in the first place. Has a history of a 21-year relationship. She died of cancer, I was the only one that was left to the last breath. Will tell you more about that some other time. -maybe.
This Christmas really sucked pig ass. Luckily I did not buy any gifts. Because I was alone with cast promises that she would come. Met her in the morning and was probably the happiest man in Thailand at the time. But as usual in my life. Whenever things start to get good, then something kills all happiness. Starting to get very tired of this. The last eight years have been a nightmare.
I told a close friend. If this continues then I check out from life-factory for good. If I say something, I do it, but this is not time-specific. Christmas Eve, I was well on the way, but something stopped me. Maybe I'll have better luck with me if I wait until New Year's Eve. So if "not" my circumstances in life change so I jump on New Year's train ...
Moves around a lot now, hopefully write a little every day. -for a while.
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