It was almost a living love-hell

Yesterday was not what I had expected.

Before I went to Thailand, I was a council of a Thai-Man, never trust a Thai-Lady .. hmm

I had decided to go to a cafe and write a few hours. But before I even had time to go outside the door so was my new love there, 7 month? She went up and down on my life. Everything she promised no longer existed, she would normally go away for a few days. Which I know what it means, maybe elaborate on this later on the blog. I gave her two options, either you stop or I pack and leave Thailand tomorrow "today" .. She did not,.. I started to pack up all my stuff.

After I checked bookings and flights to Tokyo, I can go there without a visa and be there for 90 days. When she angrily came back after being gone in and out of the guest house a few times, she saw the booking site on my mac. Then she suddenly calmed down and fell asleep on the bed. So there goes the day of meaningless.... The desire to write and create was far gone.

After a few hours I told her to fix her hair and makeup. We go out and get some food. My wallet was almost empty just 120THB but it is enough for two meals. On the way to food night market passed we North Gate jazz club, my favorite place here in Chiang Mai. It was fully far out on the street. They celebrated something, it was full speed on everything. No Jazz, more soul and R&B. We glided smoothly past all the happy people.

At the food stalls we got in our soup, chicken, rice and vegetables. I can not eat rice, so for me it was just chicken and wonderfully tasty soup. She had regained its normal state. After this meal I checked atm. The machine functioned as usually -not. We dug in all possible pockets of backpacks and successful get together 70THB.  ...bread, yogurt and a small bag of chips.

I ended the evening in the room with an ice-cold beer and snacks while she fell asleep at my side. Now it's a new day and I'm sitting here in bed writing, still in Chiang Mai. Hope this day will be a bit more fun.

We have had a good breakfast together, and soon it is time to leave the room. I had planned to continue the day where it left off yesterday. Life is, after all wonderful when it works. But my life made it incomprehensible to-many events, and it was a couple of friends on facebook who said that I would write about it. So now there is this side, hope the interested more and more in the future.

Check out my new writing book I bought at the Sunday market. Incredibly beautiful, leather, all hand made, even the paper, a bit uneven structure. Almost too nice to write in. But there is something special about writing on paper with pen.