BKK < - > PHNOM PENH

A very boring way to ride the bus. And then to cross the border crossing, minimum 2 hours. Let's see how long I will remain in Bangkok. 've Been here for a week now. Luckily we managed to fix the apartment before I went away. Pray to higher powers that love with me back.

Now it will be a good cup of coffee.

On my way to BKK

Fire in Siem Reap, Cambodia. An entire block burned down. The bus had to move away twice.

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Cambodia

Now I have a roof apartment in Phnom Penh. Everything feels pretty good, but the economy is very bad. A little tough to pay three months rent while paying a fat bill to the guest house. Have holed little on the bill there, was forced to buy a small refrigerator and survival gear. My wonderful mother lent some money for food. Everything'll probably come into balance next month.

I had planned to stay here for a while, I can work here legally. So if all goes as it should, I open up my business again. .. if my body can cope with it. But money is not everything. I want to try to feel good, here in Cambodia I can live much cheaper than in Thaland. So maybe I can save up for a trip to europe. Would be nice if I could get there for my birthday.

Now it will be a walk in the big market I have outside my home.

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Left Thailand for a couple of days ago.

I can return when I want to without a visa for a month, just in time to prepare for a trip to another continent. Or fix a visa and stay for a while.

The town I'm in is very reminiscent of Cuba.

Right now everything is open, and I have promised "New Year's promise" myself to keep myself away from people with obvious problems or who try to exploit me economically. I'm still in love with the woman who has ruined everything for me. We'll see what happens, but it feels like she is messing with me.

The world is full of nice people, so why should I give this woman a better life when she just destroys everything for me. Her daughter decides the even what she will say to me on the phone. And the horny bull in paradise copulate mother and daughter laughing in the background when we talk on the phone. Everything calculated to break me mentally. So I will try to disconnect these evil and vile women who just want to make money from sex. They are so brain-damaged that they do not know what true love is. That these people say they believe in Bhudda, is for me a bad joke. And I hope the future punish them hard. I'm not much for revenge, but this time I would not oppose it because they discredit both me and the higher powers. It usually punish itself.

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Happy New Year 2013,

My love came back.
She tricked me again.
She ruined everything again.

She just wants to make me angry.
She just wants me to hurt her.
I do not want to hurt anyone.
One can ask why.
Perhaps attempted extortion.

She is not worthy to wear such a fine symbol as Bhudda.
She should be ashamed.

I'm too nice, giving everything but get nothing back.

Have recovered myself a few days.
I have promised me a better life, if I do not manage to finish it all.
Right now, I experience the poorest period in my life, due to this woman.
Time to work, play in the streets and clubs, but not in Thailand, NEVER.

The actual New Year's Eve was wonderful.

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Back in BKK

One of all my homes

Have no Condor left in BKK so I'm staying at a hotel a few blocks away Khaosan Road. My Christmas present to myself, a fancy hotel, must cheer me up a bit before the New Year. Do not know exactly where in BKK I will celebrate the New Year. We'll see what happens.

It's fun to check out the blueberries makes BKK for the first time. They are completely blinded by everything that happens. Getting drunk and think they own the whole BKK. Last night the ambulance picked up two people during the three hours I sat and drank my beer. Almost feel sorry for them ;-)

I really like the sexual liberation that is in Thailand. Unfortunately there are hidden oppression against certain groups even in this country. Yesterday I had the pleasure of meeting two funny lady-boys, three lespiska ladies, we drank and enjoyed ourselves to the club closed. There is only one city I have experienced this in Europe, Amsterdam. I came in automatically think of Sweden. Would the lady-boys or transsexuals show up there on the streets like they do in Thailand so they would be beaten and mocked. Same shit happens in many EU countries and continents. So thumbs up for Thailand. Everyone has the right to be what they want to be.

 

When it's closing time at the clubs so will the cops and shows power and muscle. I personally think this is a little exaggerated. But that's how it is here. I do not know if King. Bhumibol Adulyadej. Has something to do with this. But I have some sympathy. There are over 15 million tourists only in BKK every year. All these plus all the residents who live here, the easily become unmanageable. Colloquial there are guards and police everywhere. Feels good, but I know that many of the police officers and residents here do not like foreigners. I have taste the racist whip many times. But now I understand some thai, easier to answer if someone is stupid. Oftats they get surprised and ashamed of his actions.

King. Bhumibol Adulyadej.

Bhumibol Adulyadej, officially regent name Rama IX, born December 5, 1927 in Cambridge, Massachusetts, USA, is king of Thailand since 1946.

Police shut down Khaosan Road

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Maby check out from life-factory for good...

My life is good but there is much crap in it I do not want.

I met my love eight months ago and since then have always done my best for us to have a good time. My finances are welling not in such good condition after these months. Perhaps that was why she just disappeared. The tragedy is that I am deeply in love with this woman. I received a warning of a Thai-man before I traveled to Thailand. Never trust a Thai-Lady. Start to get an insight into what he meant. But I'm not one to give up love in the first place. Has a history of a 21-year relationship. She died of cancer, I was the only one that was left to the last breath. Will tell you more about that some other time. -maybe.

This Christmas really sucked pig ass. Luckily I did not buy any gifts. Because I was alone with cast promises that she would come. Met her in the morning and was probably the happiest man in Thailand at the time. But as usual in my life. Whenever things start to get good, then something kills all happiness. Starting to get very tired of this. The last eight years have been a nightmare.

I told a close friend. If this continues then I check out from life-factory for good. If I say something, I do it, but this is not time-specific. Christmas Eve, I was well on the way, but something stopped me. Maybe I'll have better luck with me if I wait until New Year's Eve. So if "not" my circumstances in life change so I jump on New Year's train ...

Moves around a lot now, hopefully write a little every day. -for a while.